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Black Doves S2Ep4

I mean, who are you, really?
Do you know what I mean?
Do you ever think about that?
Like, when your time finally comes, whether you'll regret all the things that you did?
'Cause there's this moment, right, where I feel so fucking connected to everything.
Like the past and the future in fucking conversation with each other, and us all just stuck in the middle trying to make sense of it.
When they look back on you, maybe they'll say there was a good person in there.
Or maybe they'll say there was no goodness in you at all.
Because we're all just animals, aren't we?
Living with the things that we've done.
Living with the consequences of our actions

11月12日 12:35

昨天开发了一个颜文字纯在claude陪聊的小chatbot，叫Molly

11月4日 14:58

早上起来，看见体重落到xx.9，总会有一点特别的欢喜。

我一直觉得，“.9”是个很有意思的数字。

九，在《易》里不是简单的圆满。
它更像一件事走到极处之后，变化已经悄悄开始。

所以“.9”也不是“还差一点”。

它是这一程将尽，
下一程已经在门后。

有一点像既济。

事情仿佛已经完成，
可《易》偏偏提醒人：既济之后，并非终局。
完成本身，就是下一轮变化的起点。

所以每次看到体重秤上的 xx.9，
我都觉得它比一个整数更让人开心。

它不是终点。